Dear Diary,
You must be wondering about the stupid agreement?? Actually, it’s not stupid things to you like I think it was. The agreement is about politic marriage. You know what is politic marriage?? Oh well, you will understand when I explain about my story later. This story started when my grandpa and the King thought that they should make an agreement about marrying their each other descendants, so that they can strengthen their friendship bond. As if… What were they thinking at that moment!!! Killing two birds with one stone?? I think they just think about themselves than their descendant.. Anyway, it’s not working on my parents’ generation … [I really don’t want to know that stuff]… Therefore, the whole agreement things started chasing me…[DIARY, HELP!!!] and tried to make me nuts.
When I first told all this stuff from my parents, I don’t believe a single thing about it. I think maybe my parents played a little prank on me… I remember the last time they played a prank on me which was on my birthday.. Pity, huh?? But, as I look into their faces, I’m realize they were taking the agreement’s thing seriously. They started to pull out things as proof that they aren’t lying or joking. Like an engagement ring, as a proof that my grandpa and the King take that thing seriously.. [somebody, pinch me and get me out of there] On the other hand, they should tell me earlier that I-am-soon to be princess so that, I can prepare to face it. [a.k.a run out of my life!!!] Even so, some part of me thought that maybe they waited for the right time for me to handle this all by myself. Oh well, sooner or later, I will face this situation too, right?? Oh my, I never believe this situation happen to me. Ok, maybe it’s a lie if I said that I never imagine married with a prince. I knew everyone had this dream. And, I loved to see this politic marriage happen in the dramas and movies, but in reality and also in my life, PUH-LEASE! NO WAY, I will agreed with my late grandpa’s ideas on marrying me to the man than I know nothing about.(beside he is the Crown Prince) And being married at this age, NO… NO and absolutely NO!
Despite to see my parent’s I’m-counting-on-you faces, I decided to rethink again. Doesn’t hurt anyone if I rethink again, right Diary? It’s a big deal. And I should consider the effect on everything around me. It still affecting my life even I rejected this agreement. I think I should make the pros-and-cons table. Maybe it will help me solving this problem. As far as I’m concern, my parents need my decision A.S.A.P. This is because the Royalty kept bugging them when they discover my potential (which is soon-to-be-princess). Wonder why? [THIS IS SECRET. I’ve trusted you so PLEASE, never ruin my trust on you] The truth is, the Royalty had an empty throne because of the Emperor had fell ill. So they[the Royalty] thought that’s the time for the Crown Prince taking the throne.. but only with one condition… he should have a wife to help him ruling the country. However, that’s the problem. He didn’t married yet. Therefore, according to the agreement, he must marry with the girl from Mr. Edward’s family. [which is my family] That’s how the problem happened. Anyhow, I didn’t think that I had the quality to be the ‘THE PRINCESS’. I think that I just the Prince’s stepping stone to get the throne. Quite sad, right??
After a night thinking, I made the decision.. The best choice is to face the Empress. Maybe I can understand this whole situation much more better and not jump into conclusion. After a sweet-morning-talk with my parents, I told them that I will faced the Empress that afternoon.. At the beginning, they looked quite glad. [They think that I’ll gonna tell the Empress that I agree about the agreement] But then, I explain to them that I’m not doing things-as- they-hoped.(at that moment) They seems to understand and even my dad want to send me to the Palace but luckily I said no. I don’t want to make them suffer too long. [I mean, waited for my decision] and I knew that my parents have ton of works to do. Before I go to school, my mum said that she and my dad didn’t force me to marry to the prince. It’s included my future too. She didn’t want me to jeopardize my life because of the agreement that my late grandpa made. However, deep inside their heart I knew that they want me to agree. Well, it’s a tough decision to make. I said to my mum, ”Just cross your fingers and wait for my move and what I’ll do next, ok! Fighting!”
At the school, I can’t focus a single thing on my study in the class, I’ll kept thinking about the agreement and meeting with the Empress. I hope that I didn’t embarrass myself at the Palace even thought I didn’t married the Crown Prince. Luckily, my teachers didn’t caught me fantasying during the class. Or else, I’ll be dead. And luckily, my friends didn’t knew any single thing about the stupid agreement and the problem that I’d been facing through at that time. It didn’t mean that I’ll didn’t want to tell them about the ‘great news’. Just that I need some space for me to handle the case coz they are a little bit fussy [sorry, my friends!] Or else, everyone in the school will know about me marrying the Crown Prince even thought that I didn’t make up my mind yet. And it will make my life more complicated.
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